Sunday, February 20, 2005
yawns. dead tired. haha..
had flag day this morning. went to bugis. "business" was terrible! 8 out of 10 people whom i approached rejected me lor. zZz`~ thats why i dislike doing flag day! or perhaps its retribution? whaha =p we did for like only 1 hour? haha then me, yf, angela, kuanlye and sandy. slacked around bugis. oh ya i bought a cd for just 7bucks and its original!.. normally it costs almost 20bucks. haha. bought guang liang's new album. angela is burning zhang dong liang's album for me! wee!.. anyway the shop is along bugis street. bet everyone knows except me! grumpz.
then angela had to buy a blouse so we went to This Fashion. wanted to buy a dark green pants but changed my mind last minute.
geminis are indecisive you know? haha. then i tired this white dress dont know who picked. haha. they commented i looked like a little gal. dia0z`~ walked and walked. dotz. then i went to buy this octopers ball, takopachi. damn gross lor! eEek. n0t nice! wanted to puke. argh. the thought of it is so turned off. zZz`~ then while i was eating the first octopers ball, there was this guy who was standing nearby. and when we walked past, he asked me whether he could have one. like so...diaoz~ obviously not. needless to say. haha. the tin was like 1/10 full? and practically weightless excluding the weight of the can! so paiseh. haha. oh well...
completed my gp essay and slept for a tiny bit, enjoyed guang liang's songs then went to meet zj. haha. he's become darker and has grown a little thinner. at least his face isnt as round as before. whaha. then he insisted that i go to his house first. and his grandparents were home! and i didnt bring anything to bai nian! so paiseh can. Zz. then zj quickly gave me his
own oranges from home. Zz. dia0x. then went to pasir ris park. super windy. haha. slacked around there and now i'm home!
i ain't ready. something's holding me back-fear.perhaps i need more time.confidence and faith.
can i have these in you again?
will i be left alone again?
but who can predict the future? resignation and acceptance
i'll leave it to fate
.......
<3
take me with you
6:12 PM